hoho.. that's seriously soo funny.. hmmm.. i mean.. handsome!? erm.. if you say so..

ugh. fine. so im mean. but i mean, i cant say im completely over that whole thing. petty? i dunno. have never been treated like that before. what d'ya expect? *phft* its sooo in your face i tell you. ugh. whatever. shall just not bother. i'v had my laugh. so there.. HA

ah well, nice day spent at home.. hohum

mmm.. oh. realised that i failed to mention that i borrowed an Katherine Mansfield book at the library earlier.. haha.. oh gawds. sec4 lit. *erks* but yea. i thought she was the lesbian one? mmm.. but i read her history thingy thingy at the end of the book, but all her relationships seemed to be heterosexual. eh? is my memory really that screwed? but then again, the history thingy also states that she was good friends with Virginia Woolf.. okay, now she's the lesbian one right? mmm.. maybe they were partners or something.. but mmm..

okay. now i find this weird. i can hardly remb what story it was outta the 6 that she wrote.. [is it "daughters of the late colonel"? or was that by D.H. Lawrence? mmm.. maybe she wrote "odours of chrysanthemums"? ahhh.. i just said i cant remb..] but i can actually remb some random gossip'ish fact of her life?!

its just like how i know that one of the thai kings was gay. "who prefered the company of his male courtesans" i quote. hahah.. quoted from either ol' fifi tan or off the book. haha.. i think it was vajiravudh. or was it prajadhipok? aie. one of them. [okay, my memory aint that fabby. i had to dig up my ol' hist book to check for the spelling.. i only remb them as "vaj" and "praj".. haha.. sounds like some long time friends of mine..]

an again, good gawds. im able to quote that random fact.. even after 3 years? but i cant remb exactly what does the erm.. lets pick a random theory.. erm. the theory of.. erm. oh hell. i cant even recall a theory now. haha.. just like jiahui is amazed by the fact that i am able to memorize most of Jay's lyrics.. [most.. not all..] tho' i dont really know what he's singing.. [nono. im not saying that he's mumbling or anything. jay does not mumble. that's just his singing style. okay? what im saying is that i dont quite understand what those chinese words mean.. aightx?!] but the point is i can memorise them, but i cant memorise a few silly chinese idoms. wth.

*shrugx* face it. if the teachers had been able to inject some gossip into chem, i might have done just that lil' bit better.. but then again, what kinda gossip could you possible inject into chem? *psst.. didja hear? that neutron was going out with that electron* okaaay now. what's wrong with me..

but of course, im not pushing the blame to anyone for my shit ass'd mess of an A'level grade. tis all my fault. yea? im not being irresponsible now. its my fault. MY fault. y'hear!?