so its decided. i wouldn be going to st francis. so yea. its either JJ now, or private private.. or private school. yeapx. an by wed, i should be able to give an answer. i dont wanna drag this too long now. so yea. these few days are gonna be a whirlwind. forgive me should i be curt or anything. but yea. my brain is gonna be handling more things that its really accustomed to.

mm.. yea. spoke to pa about it? the first time im talking about my results to him. feel bad. i do. i really hope i would be able to perservere. no. i'd better.. have no choice.. yea..

yea. wish me luck aightx? i suppose mimi would be more strict with me now. so yea. i'd pretty much have no life. i dont mind? as long as i can get to go out to study? cuz i really cant study at home. an well, as long as i get to go for the occassional tanning session. i really cant imagine myself being the nerdy, pale, thingy thingy. erks

so yea. wish me luck. off on a new chapt of me life. sighx.

i make it sound like some grand journey. but well, in a warped way.. s'pose it is.. erm. wait. i have no friggin' idea what im talking about. im well, confused. im well, blabbering. forgive me. sighx