i promise i shall not blog excessively today.. really really.

yeapx.. meeting the bandiex at bout 4.45. which means lil' bear would turn up at like.. 5.15. ahhaha.. nono. erm. we shall see huh? too bad linggers cant make it. its been a month! since iv met zanny + sugar'baby. hai. while angel, i see her every week. hurhur. anyway! i miss them all!

mmm.. msg'd eugene. he always takes so long to msg back. in mainland liao, still like that. hai. wonder if i'd bump into him later? hahaha.. then he can see me in my.. erm.. outfit. haha.

*sighx* yea. feel.. lost? this feels like that whole zhihui + louis + aloysius thing. where im kokwee. unwillingly. i dont wanna be kokwee.. i mean. sighx. so messy. wish i knew what to do about this? but its like, not that i wanna sit back to see what's happening.. but i dont know how to help? maybe i should just go hide away.. an hope everything miraculously clears up. but ya right. *shrugx*

so the cycle has started. an it has proceeded onto stage 2. with a lil tinge of stage 1 still lingering. let's hope it goes away soon. an i can start being the good lil' friend i am.