oops. hold on a sec.. i think my leg just fell off


oh boo. i'm so damned tired.. i've been wearing shoes the past three days. and jeans.. don't forget the jeans.. that's like ultimately un'edna.. y'know? and i haven't been blogging.. cuz i've been so damn pooped!

but mm.. seriously, working at x:odus ain't too bad.. [so ya. i'm working at the x:odus at hollandv.. free come drop by to visit? but make sure i'm not off that day ahhh..] i'm actually enjoying myself.. the day just goes by real quick.. and i have yet to dread it.. so that's cool..

and like, even when customers walk in at night.. i find myself really smiling at them.. not that kinda forced smile? but a genuine one. so you might say i'm really having fun.. *beams*

i like that word. so.. *beams*

okay.. i guess it does help that the people i'm working with at hollandv are nice? hehs.. but mmm.. one of them would be leaving next week though.. and there's a new girl.. newer than me! cool beans..

the downside to working would probably be the dust. i'm so scared i'd suddenly break out. they are starting to emerge as i type.. ugh!

and the kids. sighs. i miss my nephews.. i really do.. and i miss seeing pa. by the time i get home, its like 10.30 at the very earliest.. and i only wake up bout 8? so i really don't get to see pa.. i just don't like it..

i dunno.. i guess in the past year.. i've become more close to my family.. like i don't have school an shits.. so i get home early, i don't get caught up in any extra-curricular activities? just basically spending more time with the family.. sighs.. and now that i have to work.... aie

*sniffles*

wanted to go over today to see the boys.. but i happily pissed my mom off over the phone. blerghs..